object:1919_09_03p
book class:Prayers And Meditations
author class:The Mother
subject class:Integral Yoga
class:chapter
1919 Wed 3 September
September 3, 1919
Oiwak
Translated by Sri Aurobindo or revised and published under his guidance.
Since the man refused the meal I had prepared with so much love and care, I invoked the God to take it.
My God, Thou hast accepted my invitation, Thou hast come to sit at my table, and in exchange for my poor and humble offering Thou hast granted to me the last liberation. My heart, even this morning so heavy with anguish and care, my head surcharged with responsibility, are delivered of their burden. Now are they light and joyful as my inner being has been for a long time past. My body smiles to Thee with happiness as before my soul smiled to Thee. And surely hereafter Thou wilt withdraw no more from me this joy, O my God! for this time, I think, the lesson has been sufficient, I have mounted the Calvary of successive disillusionments high enough to attain to the Resurrection. Nothing remains of the past but a potent love which gives me the pure heart of a child and the lightness and freedom of thought of a god.
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October 10, 1918
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