object:Future Authoring Program
subject class:Psychology 434 - Maps of Meaning
class:assignment
class:program
class:Jordan Peterson
class:Self-Authoring Program
class:homework
--- 1.1. One Thing You Could Do Better (If you could choose only one thing that you could do better, what would it be?)
There are countless areas I could target, pertaining to different parts of the self. Alternatively I could focus on doing more in the world, and cease being in an endless preparation stage. But it could likely be foolish for me to choose anything besides Yoga (the pursuit of God, and integral union with such) or my studies of Savitri or at least project 132. I have a weird doubt for 132 only because of my tendency to study but not apply, and so choosing Yoga itself is of undeniable value but requires a level of consecration that implies all needed action, whereas 132 could just be studies without application. The study of Savitri while still being studying, I think acts as a good bridge between the two, it may be sufficient on its own but is sufficiently valuable to be a worth choice.
It may be a mistake but I will choose Savitri as my object. Then in which way could I study it better? It would seem to be pertinent to increase both the quality of the studying and the quantity. I had an extended stretch of reading it everyday, I had days where I read 180 pages. I think the quality of the reading will mostly increase on its own as if I increase the quality and continue to make progress in its study, its sanctity will become more consistently apparent and it will be likely eventually held in permanent conscious high regard and my manner of interaction will improve. Also, as I progress in the Yoga. But as a good start reading it every fucking day without fail is an important first step.
I constantly forget its value, which I think is due to impurity and it is a problem I have struggled with before and so in such states it is like going through the motions which is not how things should be done but what else to do? The battle is real.
--- 1.2. Things to Learn About (What would you like to learn more about, in the next six months? Two years? Five years?)
I am tempted to speak here of computer science or computer security because gaining a career and method of generating income is a pressing unsolved issue, which great costs for being unsolved and great merits to its solving but still if it was of such overwhelming value to me I would have worked more on it. Whereas project 132 and project wordlist-web (infinitelibrary) are just much more important to me.
And so, I am tempted then just to answer with my values, that I would like to improve my knowledge of the works of Sri Aurobindo, and to continue with the projects that I consider most important, in the slow grind to perhaps one day turn profit from those works.
When it comes to learning, my ideal net is exceptionally wide, some of that learning is very periodic but currently sounds tempting for the next 6 months (Kabbalah) but realistically until I gain a mastery of Sri Aurobindo's works everything else is without question less important. But with Sri Aurobindo his works can be a main focus for 6, 2 and 5 years without a problem. I would like to gain enough sufficiency to do lectures on the topics, that would be a great point.
From a security perspective it would be very good to learn how to drive and get my licence in the next 6 months, and perhaps training to earn income. I would also like to continue my recent pursuit on gaining my green thumb.
In the next two years, I would like to gain the required knowledges to earn income and also gain the capacity to build my mobile home and my homestead.
In the next five years, this could maybe be considered for 2 years but I would like to learn the required skills for game development. (Art, game design, music, story telling, programming)
--- 1.3. Improve Your Habits (What habits would you like to improve? (At school? At work? With friends and family? For your health? With regards to smoking/alcohol/drug use?))
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