--- POST NOTES
- so time wise, this was definitely faster than my last run. as this one took about a month, and the one prior took 3 years.
- in a sense it is perhaps limited by the lack of integration and application time in such a run but I suppose I expected a larger visible change.
- it also seemed less.. inspired of a read then the second half of the third pass. when I was struck with some divine-like zeal reading it outloud. it was very wonderful. I was also very struck by several passages which arrested my speech.
- this one was most reading internally.
- still there was some increase in "ticking" of some passages, which is for the good. as each read hopefully on averages goes deeper and becomes more enjoyable.
- And I do understand it more than I did before. Perhaps the real test of this read is how the next one goes. As the second half of a readthrough seems to carry to momentum plus the content is perhaps more interesting in the second half so it is also easier in that sense.
- It is also not easy to really measure progress. one could read it, and ones outward behaviour completely change, and that would seem everything and would still be good but there could conceivably be greater inner changes that take place that might slowly ripple out and have even greater effects.
--- LIMITS IN DOING
Was it done as an offering? with what intention was it done?
--- EVENTS
I suppose I have confused the dates, but it was during the 4th read through that I had the night crisis. (15th?)
Alberts death was on the 17th.
This run had a lot of caves of qud and harry potter. And a anime binge day. One huge difference between this run and the end of the last was that then I was working on TSTAR and MEM but this time wordlist-web, which being the main supplementary practice is very different than reading about God constantly. I also had the book order during the last. So was studying Saint Teresa and Ramakrishna.
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