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02:44am
So, I had went to sleep around.. 6pm-7 or so. and woke up around 12 to 2.
Already I have smoked a cigartte and had a bowl. Is it to be that kind of day?
though it is cool I woke up early in its start. and it has been reflective so far.

Though I was continuing some of the thoughts of yesterday, about potential oaths for the next year and 10 years for my Sadhana and for work.

On that note, it would have been more ideal to have already read my 2 pages. I have lost that practice, though not completely obviously.

In regards to the 1 and 10 year plans / ideals / oaths, there are a few options floating around which I wanted to list.

--- POTENTIAL TODAY
there are many things I could do today of potential value.
0) work on plan, oath, vision for next 1-10 years.
1) continue working on Poetry page.
2) Analyze last year, 10 years.
3) Go to Darshan. (can I go unsober?)
4) work towards any of the goals in actuality. (read Savitri, aspire, prayer, work on site)
5) I could also work on any other subject page, as a piece to merge with authors. Though I kinda want to fill the content per page and then generate the tables.

--- 1 - POETRY
I could add a few of the greatest from each nation, and for each subject. also the other authors mentioned by SA, in greatest poets. (http://theinfinitelibrary.net/2.2.1.01_-_The_World's_Greatest_Poets.php). I could also add poems themselves. I imagine there are even more Crowley poems I am missing aswell.
- many can be potentially added by doing a search through cfull id imagine for crowley and ":::" lets say. or rather, I can remove all the big poems there that now exist in wordlist. in general the file could use an extensive amount of TLC.
- another simple option would be to add one poem for each poet in the table, and perhaps add 15 more poets. I can also like the subjects.
- just added Hafiz poems, now working on Rumi. Why not. Bhakti poetry mhm.

--- 4 - WORKS
- do at least my daily reading of Savitri.

PAST ANALYSIS


--- ANALYSIS OF PAST YEAR
- 1y) last year has been a pretty good year, well there is good and bad of sorts.
- The highlights likely the study of Savitri and the work on the site.
- The drawback is I fell from Savitri in the second half, and have been in a strong addictive cycle.

--- ANALYSIS OF LAST 10 YEARS
- 34-24) this was easily recognizable by the impending 10 year anniversary of getting TSOY. over those 10 years there are many lines one could measure.

SATM ::: The first and obvious of which I am already speaking, has been my studies of Sri Aurobindo and the Mother. It is my greatest practice, but also so far from what is needed. Not to mention it is "only" study and not necessarily Sadhana. I do wonder at times what effects such a preoccupation has had on me, and there is surely some. My capacity for truth seeing has definitely increased, verbal honesty pressure increased heavily, more openness towards God, slight increase of vision of One, more vision of Goddess forms,

CS ::: Also in the last 6 or 7 years I have taught myself basic or intermediate programming. Like IY, CS feels like another subject of forever beginnerness. Still obvious some progress has been made, I went from knowing no languages to being able to work in 5+ of them. (bash, racket, py, html+css+js+php) not to mention playing around with countless others. GML, AHK, c, c++ etc. Ive typed hundreds of thousands of commands into the terminal, and now often live there. I have written hundreds of scripts, thousands and thousands of functions, and many programs. This was perhaps the paintbrush that let me build the site. Also I did work on racket for a while, one reason for the mental development, (along with its various magics). CS (racket esp) has created a good synergy with SATM when it comes to cognition. I think its helping to build the bridge to the next tier. How old is KEYS?, she is also at 10,000.
- There are definite limits to my capacity to envision the complex systems I design, which calls for greater vision and capacity, so also for Yoga. Though things can be used also for training.

GAME_DEV ::: in comparison to general studies and CS, game dev has developed very minimally. It is just a massive undertaking but at this rate it will take another 10 years before I successfully build a game. Many more years until the vision is manifest, if it can even be done fully. (like wordlist likely can be, but the game dev scope is even larger (wordlist is only a part)). There is major development still needed in all aspects of the craft, music, art, game design, programming, world building.

AI ::: this domain has made as little or less progress than Game Dev, which is understandable because its such a vast, complex subject. especially since my ideal here is so high, it will take a while for the foundations to be laid for this prospect to really open and be more than a seed.

SOCIAL ::: this has definitely taken a hit. though perhaps this is likely the case for everyone in my age group. Meh.

OTHER ::: aside from those two main streams, what else has there been? there is other studies, through my work on KEYS etc I have come across so many inspired words. My brain has been getting constant rain for many years now. And that is some of that magic that the two streams are one.

MISGIVINGS :::



GOALS - PLANS - OATHS - VISION


--- 1 YEAR
- read at least 2 pages of Savitri per day, preferrably in the morning before anything else. ideally morning and night, ideally the various grades from 2,10,24,48,72,96 etc.
- go through the entire remaining collected works of Sri Aurobindo and The Mother (I would like this done before TSOY 10 year, but realistically 2-3 years might be okay. but at the same time, its because I dont want to put off such mandatory readings.)

--- 10 YAER
- go up 1 level of cognitive development in next 10 years.
- contact psychic and make large process on unification of the being.

--- 1 y work
- I think in 1 year I could take the project to something resembling the ideal I had envisioned some 8+ years ago.

--- NOTES
- Record of Yoga

So, on these potential goals/oaths, on Savitri first,

--- SAVITRI
before taking the oath, which is likely the first I would take, I need to clear up all the obstacles so there can be a full consecration to the oath.
- It has been a while since I had a long stretch of daily Savitri readings. If I am forgetting or unwilling to do such act is it because I think my time is not being wasted elsewhere? This relates to my recent visions of how my project is potentially near superfluous since the force that drives me to bring it about, is surely successfully calling countless others to similar projects.
- Such a thought, while later countered, still points to the importance and need for things of undeniable value. Sadhana, Savitri.
- Though Savitri seems the highest injunction I know of, accounting for only what not how of the movement. Still its value is doubted at times. Though I imagine that will decrease over time, naturally, as more is appreciated the path and trail set, more flowers, more feeling of the sun on the face.




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