2:10; tried sleeping but couldnt which makes sense considering I dont think it was time yet.
--- SLEEP
03:45pm; Wake.
4:18; trying to read Savitri and its quite the struggle. A part of the nature wants to go buy smokes but last night I was hoping I wouldnt.. because its too damn expensive of a habit. So checking entries, i went last time on the 19 and bought 3 packs. so I did like 3 packs in 8-9 days.. not good. also I think my card is out so id have to refill. so expensive.. i mean id be happy to reduce but then I need a box for my cigs that contain a mark of how much I smoke. so i at least keep track and reduce.
could I go cold turkey? as a test of will? if I cant thats not so great. but I will at least add that page.
4:44; masturbated while transfering for coincards. not good not good. another important topic to cover on WW. whatever will solve this. the Ignorance, desire, lower movements.
524; spent 60 at esso; bought smokes.
7:17; continued adding pics to WW. took another look at Kheper, and oh boy does my project have a long ass way to go. like so far. anyways. I am going to try to read some more Savitri.
also i pooped.
also I have an issue of sorts where I want the main object to be both as simple as possible (so in its small size it auto links to similar titles, but at the same time I want it to contain more info.. of sorts. like should it be difficulties or Integral Yoga (difficulties) or difficulties in the Yoga?
813; so I finished book 5 (love); still fiddling with WW. want to smoke; I get a feeling ill be waiting at least 1 more month before releasing WW or TIL, since the index still has such a while to go on its own, whereas obviously everything it links to is missing as much or more so. I still want to head back to the other comp and add some images, like "quotes (drops of light)" and "the internet"
I also feel sketchy. like itching myself constantly and what not. (scratching my head and stuff)
907; still adding to index. is there a picture for lost?
911 smoked;
10:09; added classes to top of page. which is fucking sweet. but it makes the whole thing take so much longer. but its works as a link to parent objects.
10:27; so its going super slow. but its for the good I think. perhaps it could be made faster if the rg comm and wasnt so constant.
feel the urge for music place. for all places aswell I want firstly a Divine place. and an infinite one aswell. though once the site has sound files, how will I get them to play from nat?
1031; kinda waiting for makewordlist to finish so I can send the revamped WL to nat.
it also could use a media upload though ill likely wait on that.
the game could use a pic of a magic portal instead of what it has. I want everything to be represented by a high form.
--- GOLDEN PAGES, COVERED IN JEWELS, OBVIOUSLY A MAGICAL BOOK
1035; i tried reading through Savitri, and the image came to me of the index page. it was like Gold pages, and covered in Jewels. It appears as a magical book. obviously since even images are exactly portals. as are much text. also since pages have bookmarks and there is a library inside the book. plus things will fold. and there are even people in there and games. hell even worlds. what about life?
1043; so though theres a quotes img, and not a perfect one for sure. regardless once on the page itself though it has a lot at the bottom it doesnt have it all organized from the start. I think what I would like most is quotes by topic.
now by topic I suppose I can mean everything else that isnt another quote category. Which includes People and Subjects so far.
another way of going about it would be just to add a list as needed of every topic I want to see from the quotes page. Though I imagine there are plenty of "--- QUOTES" sections that could be moved, and that would aid to the limits on seeming topics pages, not to mention they are all mixed in atm with other objects.
1133; lol set background image to gold paper attempt. its as all things are just temp plug ins that point or represent a false reduction of the actual thing seen, which itself is a false reduction of the thing in itself. anyways I wanted to say lol I have been working on WW for near a month and now i feel like I am finally on the verge of CSS lol.
1148; starting to feel a bit like a magical book
1:03; still working on index. cleaning it up. improving pictures.
its easy to pour a day into it and not go too far. though still in the Quest for Perfection.
127; still just tailoring WL. a bit sketchy from coffee, that will likely increase as I want to smoke again.
2:11; tried to figure out border image but did not yet succeed.
i look to my left at times, being in a fortunate position, I see memcards. that seems missing from WL. there is quotes under media but memcards should also get an image in projects.
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