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woke 130pm

3:32pm; upon awaking I finished the remaining 3-4 episodes of claymore. My dreams consisted of.. hmm.. cant seem to recall. Regardless on waking I didnt just read Savitri as usual as I had binged maybe.. episode 3or4 to 20 or so last night until I couldnt continue from the combo of tiredness and gastro-pain. After what felt like an hour pain I managed to start a series of what felt like 50 to 100 burps and the pain resided enough for me to sleep.

I really enjoyed claymore and wouldnt mind going through the Manga. From the pictures I saw it looked even cooler in the Manga. It had great themes and awesome characters though it wasnt completely consistent in quality. The later episodes didnt seem as good as the earlier. But many of the themes and ideas, characters, relations and story were fantastic.

3:54; I am not so sure what to do now, I feel a bit reflective or meditative after finishing the show. it deservers analysis. Also id like to continue it. If I knew which was meditation seems an option. as is adding it to the DB. I think ill do that quickly and at least read my two pages of Savitri. Also feeling tempted to smoke weed.

4:01; I tried to read Savitri but managed only .3 of a page. Where is the resistance? or what have you. of the 5 steps or so of how to read Savitri I seem to have the first which is remember why or acknowledge its divine status. But I didnt try praying and pledging. Another day of struggling to read Savitri, maybe even more difficult then the start of yesterday.

418; similar to yesterday perhaps I am also going through sugar withdrawl. Also it was a mistake to have my morning coffee while watching the show, as it was probably smoking all that weed while watching it yesterday. there seems to be grades of intent for drug use and it should be used solely for the higher grades like studying Savitri or remembering God. That though of course clearly doesnt apply to cigarettes. so it will likely not be immediately applied there.

755; ended up doing another conversion and then doing groceries. sales num num. got lots of stuff cheap this time. may saved 30% and did a 2.3 bag grocery.
- its been over 6 hours so I am going in for another cup of coffee, also probably going to smoke a bigger bowl of weed. would also like to listen to the outro

856; made xlynx comm and which is a stellar answer to the problem of finding links. (I think)

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