2019-11-01
10:34:27
D&D in dream? ------------------------------------------------------
2019-08-10
04:09:37
after watching lotr 12+3 I slept for.. like 20 hours or something.. and the last phase or so contains such a multitude of dreams. the first one that I remember was melissa showing me her underground base. similar to dwarf fortress. and I went off to make one aswell. and it was mostly related to that. Perhaps also other aspects of the world. ------------------------------------------------------
2019-06-10
23:34:43
I had a bunch of dreams.. lets see what I can recall..
there was a portion of the first dream which consisted of this part where i was with this girl and she tried giving me a handjob, and I refused, interestingly because I am 14 days into nofap. when I woke up I did piss a good amount of semen, and did get an erection in the dream, but it kept it from being a wet dream. which is cool. what else happened?
I think there was at least two more dreams..
the third one was like being still in school or something, but in the future. kinda. but like all the tech kids had access to was way better. or something. anyways entered into a club or something when it wasnt so packed in the front and some guy took me to look at things to buy or something.. it was a visually interesting dream. what item did I want?
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2019-05-31
19:50:37
had one or two interconnected dreams.
one was tim showing me his new place. jorrin was there.. and he did the nastiest fart which I could identify as his. I was missing shoes. government coming to pick up my.. uu
commercial about guy going to break into a place, something about AI and security. saving that targetted family.
the next dream was anthony's place.. but it was another place but it was his house in the dream. ------------------------------------------------------
2019-05-27
16:28:18
one of my first dreams of sorts was pretty terrifying it was like.. being in darkness surrounded by shadows or monster or something.. perhaps it was part of the hypnogogic state or something. maybe part of moving towards WILD. eventually it passed into light, i cant remember if it was waking up or something. weird.
i had this other fucked up dream about being in this place and watching these two guys one of which was acting like he was hacking his friend who was sitting next to him. it turned out, however that he had hacked me. and did some shit which was like ruining some video feed or something. on my second guess later I guessed the password "zzzzzz" which indicated that he actually set it up as a beginner level hacking challenge for me. but still i was deeply pissed when I found out everyone knew he had. like they had decided before I was there that they were going to do it. I also had a bunch of stuff stolen from me. lock picks. people returned me metal shaving instead when I asked for them to be returned. i was getting pissed as fuck.
i may have been woken from that second dream by the loud roomates. which is cool for dreams I guess but it would be better if my computer woke me, which could be controlable. like wake me up in such a way to influence the dream and then open this page for me to fill it then to go back to sleep without the loudness keeping me from going back to sleep. ------------------------------------------------------
2019-05-24
18:12:29
there were two dreams at least I remember.
1) zombie invasion magic potion girl fusion fighting (abralin and the real sorceress) also there was orgy. second zombie fight? first zombie invasion discovered P via library print thing/
2) drinking downtown, girl at bar who I nodded back at, guy kissing girl I was with, me snapping and fighting then leaving. meeting filipino girl on route that was also jogging who I thought was cop. I show her my room (which was very different, not at dads house) and then showing her the bathroom, her playing around and getting sprayed and then taking off wet clothing. seeing her nude, kissing her and penetration.
this may be 3 for 3 that when listening to the expanse before bed I seem to akways remember at least one dream. very well that I can remember two ------------------------------------------------------
2019-05-23
14:15:11
I had this dream.. hmm it was like hanging out with tony and some friends... at a place that looked a lot like karens in btown. His mom gave me a bunch of snacks and a partial container of cigarettes? He found me a way home, a girl with us and her mom dropped me and wes off. I didnt get her name but I really liked her and she liked me too. I was sad the dream ended. (maybe from loud noises) or because I was home? I felt charming around her.
it also makes me think of what I recently read from The Mother about entities reading your mind and saying what you want to hear.
I want to make sure I have that passage in keys. ------------------------------------------------------
2019-05-03
17:43:54
had a dream that was like someone was dying and I was trying to get them medical attention, which fucking sucked. ------------------------------------------------------
2019-05-01
21:53:25
i had a dream about being homeless, I think prior I was in school but someone convinced me based on something? coupons? lol that i didnt need to be. anyways at some point i was homeless and awoken by two guys trying to vandalize my stuff and fight with me. it was scary. i forgot the scariness of homelessness. ------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------
2019-03-11
2019-03-11
I had a dream where I was at a party or something with andrew perhaps, and I saw Jen Naval there. And we ended up cuddling in bed. it was super nice and intimate. I woke up feeling vulnerable or something.
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