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2018-11-07 ------------------------------------------------------had a cool dream that included fighting a giant monster with a +1 great sword, there was ultima themes, I had a plot of land. I might have crashed a scooter while sitting with someone on one. There must have been some robbery.
2018-10-02
10:15:23
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2 final fantasy feel. robot vehicles in the beginning?
3 breaking in, tazered, lady at the counter. ------------------------------------------------------
2018-06-24
15:55:17
im not quite sure what my dream was about but there seemed to be a young character that could do advanced astrophysics, though im also not sure what the benefit of such a skill is.
there was also this lady who i wanted to kill but was unable to, which seemed so unfortunate but I cant remember why.
there was another scene where there was a gamble occuring, the dealer and I alone (i think) had access to precog, so we would both know if he would win or not and what was at stake, as such he was free to win if he wanted which could spoil the plot. Whatever that happened to be.
16:00:26
there was maybe also a scene regarding the reading or listening to book 4 or something in a group. ------------------------------------------------------
2018-05-24
12:37:21
had a dream about turret warfare, building turrets that leeched and shot liquid resources they were close to, in a battle against my sister? ------------------------------------------------------
2018-05-23
08:36:53
I had a dream of sami, with her breasts complete up out of her bra, and at I was fingering her from behind at some point. mhm so nice
the day before I had a dream about a really cool videogame, then spent the day playing them. ------------------------------------------------------
2018-05-06
18:31:17
I had a dream/s some points of which to record,
I remember this one scene, where I was like in a forest or something and there were these two young women, perhaps light skinned indian, and I got one of them to sit on my lap, and i was like slowly gaining an erection. There may have been some kissing, or fondling, perhaps some movements, I cant recall precisely, but it was lovely regardless.
There was another part where I was like perhaps running from someone, hiding and shit. I came into this house, and found these two cats, that were perhaps going berserk or something. then I was found, I cant recall what happened after, since after I woke up I revised the experience in my mind.
This reminds me though of how id like to remember my dreams, but likewise I imagine its a double edged sword. Because I am under the impression that not remembering, is something like a protective shell. ------------------------------------------------------
2018-04-07
15:48:37
had a dream of hosting a meetup, was it based on stargate? ryan sebourin was there? ------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------
2018-03-05
2018-03-05 2AM
dream about doing parkour in roller skates, 2nd in the series?
gif of back to the future from morty having sex to falling in love to dying.
warfare dream?
2018-03-05
dream about robbing kyle.... trying to.. ------------------------------------------------------
2018-03-05
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2018-02-19
15:32:46
I had a dream about how after releasing console onto github how I was getting all these comments and bug reports and stuff. Github is not so designed it seems but I could create a shell for over github.
I had another dream about living like in a small hut or something. ------------------------------------------------------
2018-02-16
02:22:06
i dont remember much but it is still odd that I woke from my dream around 1am with the image of a white cross on my desk chair, I seemed to have been slipping from waking to dreaming and thought it was an ample time to try to lucid dream but I was too awake to go back to pass back into sleep or too unskilled in the practice. I think ill try putting that cross on my chair though. ------------------------------------------------------
2017-09-27
03:33:58
this is another instance of sexual dreams. this one was like weapons fighting with nina? and then like eventually me eating her ass and pussy while feeling her tits. I really dont mind these dreams lol. mhm. ------------------------------------------------------
2017-06-10
22:34:17
this was actually from thursday I think, the 8th, I had a slightly lucid dream. i realized i was dreaming somewhat and i did like a flip or something. tried to do something else and i think failed. but i was semi lucid. its something man.
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2017-05-01-another-angel-qm
04:43:10
I had a dream.. another amazing one. well. how do i say it..
i was at a temple or something and in front there was a sentry of sorts that looked like a guy from pans labriynth. scary af. and he grabbed my ankle as i was trying to pass by him. (from behind) then i was complaining to this girl about it. but this girl..
she was so beautiful. and she started asking me what certain poses were. first was vajrasana which i told her was my primary pose, even though its somewhat my secondary. then she used one foot to flip her other foot so it could be used as a rest for her other foot. i dont think it at all makes sense.. but it was something like my one legged smoking position. i afterwards felt like a was a child complaining foolishly. but it was scary.. anyways. the most important seeming point was her. again another angel or goddess form imo. in a human form or something.
i was wondering too if i should record surrounding events to see if they triggered it. alternative is to keep track of all the times they happen to i can see if there is some commonality between them.
i hope to remember her face.. i want to remember her face..
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an aspect was however was that she was there to council me, after I passed by something scary.. her being totally trumped the significance of the scary creature. ...
other potentially related influences..
ive been working, refound my ring, saw my mom, was up for 31 hours, had a beer. end of the sleep cycle?
why did i try to pass the monster? ------------------------------------------------------
2017-03-29
03:46:08
had a really weird dream or succession of dreams where i had powerful PK powers but they didnt work all the time.
there was a scene where some guy was chasing me asking me for something and i was blind and scared jumping backwards as far as possible. i didnt have a knife (sadface) and just managed to escape.
another similar one where i was in an elevator and people got off at the same floor. i figured eventually they were looking for where i lived, which oddly wasnt on that floor. i got trapped by someone who looked like tyler and so i jumped away and got caught in something. i ended up pointing at him and shooting him with my finger and probably killing him. jumped backwards through some glass window and escaped.
from there i went off to live in the wilderness, trying to avoid people. spent a some time in a tree and just used prana to keep myself in a stable position. eventually i came down and it looked like i had knocked the sleep bags off the faces of people who were sleeping below me. i doubt they were really there but... dreams. anyways i ran away again.
went to a place that was kinda like a temple, and tried climbing it. a lady there told me of the master wizard, who had mastered all my skills. he could use PK but also see even when blind.
i dont think that was the end of the dream but thats all i can remember.... hmm. ------------------------------------------------------
2017-03-26
20:15:34
had two dreams in particular i want to record.
one was earlier on and had something to do with sex, with a girl who i will call.. cant remember. sigh. it was many hours ago
i just remember being on top of me or something. its tradgic i didnt write it down earlier.
the other dream was weird and long. i really need to record them sooner. it is an important note. even if on paper.. ARG ------------------------------------------------------
2017-03-25-vancouver-passport
17:07:33
had a interesting impactful dream.
i was in vancouver at a passport office or something and was talking to some guy or two guys, one potentially was a guy worked with whose name I have forgotten. regardless at point i was talking about how i had to go to brix for 1pm for an interview to try to get my job back. but i was saying to him how i wasnt sure if i actually had an interview or not, or if the idea of having the interview was a dream.
this is the crazy part. having a dream of something, and not being sure if the memories i carry in the dream were a dream or not.
its crazy because i havent been there in a year so its wild that i have forgotten that i was living in brampton.. soooo odd.
17:12:03
it also made me think (when i woke up) of how i would like to be living in vancouver.. and how i wanted to make an organized list of all my stuff of most importance, starting with books, and to perhaps sell my old consoles, such that i would be able to move back there with most of my important stuff one day.
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