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object:1967-01-25
book class:Agenda Vol 08
author class:The Mother
author class:Satprem
subject class:Integral Yoga
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1967 Wed 25 January
January 25, 1967

(Nolini reads out to Mother his translation into English of the conversation of January 11 for the Ashram Bulletin. Mother remarks that she used the French word "injure" [=insult] whereas she meant a "blow" or a "scratch", because she heard the English word "injury.")

I so often hear Sri Aurobindo speak, and I say it in French, but I use the English word because I hear him speak.

Often the thought alone comes, but very often it’s words, I hear the words; and then, while speaking in French I tend to use the English words. While I take my bath, for instance, he always speaks to me and tells me the things I have to write or say; so afterwards, when I get out of my bath, I very often have to ask for a piece of paper and a pen, and I write.

It’s constantly, constantly like that.

I remember, some time ago, at night, I said to him (I see him almost every night, but for a few days I hadn’t seen him, then I met him at night … because he is always there (Mother makes a gesture enveloping her), but at night, in that subtle physical world, I see him objectively, as if I were meeting him), and I said to him, “I didn’t see you for a few days,” like that, in jest. Then he put on his most serious air, but with all his irony, “Oh, I am very busy these days.“ And… (laughing) the next day I learned they were shooting a film on Sri Aurobindo’s life!1 So I thought he must have been busy sending them good suggestions. But it was so comical! With straight-faced seriousness, “Oh, I am very busy.” (Mother laughs)

That’s how “injury” came about.

(Satprem:) In the text of those “Instructions” [in the event of cataleptic trance], you also use the word “injure”; you say that in that trance state, your body will have to be kept “à l’abri de toute injure” [sheltered from all injuries]. But I deliberately left the word, because in the original sense of the French word we speak of the “injures du temps” [the injury or assault of time]. Is that what you’d like to keep in those Instructions?

That day he told me (it was he who told me to say that), “The bites of insects, the bad contacts, things like that.“ He said, “All injuries, poisoning by an insect, etc.“

(Then Mother listens to the English translation of the conversation of September 30, 1966, for “Notes on the Way.” It was question of the disappearance of the bone structure in the new being and the need for intermediary stages. Mother, speaking in English, turns to Nolini:)

Do you think people will understand?… Not much?

(Nolini:) Some will understand.

Some!… a few.

And yet, for me, it is already far behind. It’s funny, when you were reading the translation, I had the impression of something that was pulling me back to a condition that is no more mine.

Things are going quick, quick, quick.

I am just living the thing, so it is difficult to describe… But it is quite a new condition. After some time I will be able to say… (Mother remains silent for a long while) what is meant exactly by the unreality of this apparent matter.

It is just in the experiencing, I can’t yet describe it. It takes some time.

There, in this “talk” (about the disappearance of the bone structure), I have the impression of having still one foot here, one foot there.
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(After Nolini has left)

So, what’s new?

What about you?

You know, I have the impression, exactly an impression (it’s a transcription), the impression of being on the verge of finding a key—a key or a “way” … a procedure (I don’t know how to put it: all this is popularization), but something which, if you got hold of it without being totally on the true side … in one second you could be the cause of a horrifying catastrophe. That’s why the integral preparation of the consciousness must go hand in hand with the perception of the Power. And then, there are differences so subtle that for the understanding (I am not referring to the ordinary understanding, but even for a quite spiritualized and prepared state of consciousness, which is not THE consciousness), even an insignificant, almost imperceptible, tiny little movement could bring about a catastrophe.

What catastrophe? I don’t know…. Like a dissolution of the world.2

So you are there (Mother makes a gesture to indicate a very narrow ridge), as if on an invisible borderline, with an extraordinary, almighty Power which, at the same time, makes you know and prevents you from knowing, with extraordinary, tiny subtleties of movement so that nothing happens too soon, that is, before everything is ready.

(long silence)

That would amount to saying that falling ill (from falling ill to dying), is the incapacity to maintain the necessary tension to go from one state to another without falling back again, without the slackening of unconsciousness. Illness is always a lapse into unconsciousness through the incapacity to sustain the movement of transformation. And death is the same thing—the same thing, somewhat more total.

In Bengal, a film on Sri Aurobindo's "political life." ↩

Could it be the dissolution of the "web"? ↩

***
January 21, 1967


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