God Main Page
categories:Names of Godthe Divinethe Divine Personthe Divine Aspectsthe Divine Attributesthe Divine Powersthe GodsForces + Forms
favorites:Divine LightDivine GraceSatchitanandaSupermindthe Allthe Divine Motherthe Divine Presencethe Divine Responsethe Immanentthe Individualthe Godsthe Onethe Selfthe Transcendentthe Universe
132AditiAgniAll are seeing God always. But they do not know it.AngirasArchangelBeingBhaktiBharatiBrahmanDeity YogadivineDivine AnandaDivine DelightDivine KnowledgeDivine Lighteternaleveryday you are going to read Savitrifind the DivineFor it is in God alone...GnosisGodGoddessGodheadsGod (is)God is the answer to every question.God ofGod (quotes)God (quotes old)GodsGod (verbs)GraceHermesHoly Guardian AngelHow to see God? To see Him is to be consumed by Him.IlaIndraIn the Joy of the Eternal sole and one.It is by God's Grace that you think of God!KrishnaMahakaliMahalakshmiMahasaraswatiMaheshwariMahiMany are the names of God and infinite are the forms through which He may be approached. In whatever name and form you worship Him, through them you will realise Him.Names of GodOne who loves God finds the object of his love everywhere.powersPsychic BeingReal-Idearemembering GodSaraswatiSatchitanandaShaktiSupermindTarathe Absolutethe Allthe Belovedthe Divinethe Divine Absolutethe Divine Actionthe Divine Allthe Divine Anandathe Divine Aspectsthe Divine Attributesthe Divine Beautythe Divine Beingthe Divine Carethe Divine Chariotthe Divine Compassionthe Divine Consciousnessthe Divine Consciousness-Forcethe Divine Contactthe Divine Descentthe Divine Energythe Divine Eternalthe Divine Existencethe Divine Firethe Divine Forcethe Divine Gamethe Divine Gracethe Divine Guidethe Divine Handthe Divine Helpthe Divine Imagethe Divine Incarnationthe Divine Infinitythe Divine Influencethe Divine Inhabitantthe Divine Intentthe Divine Knowledgethe Divine Lawthe Divine Lifethe Divine Lovethe Divine Manthe Divine Manifestationthe Divine Mindthe Divine Motherthe Divine Multiplicitythe Divine Mysterythe Divine Naturethe Divine objectthe Divine Onethe Divine Palacethe Divine Peacethe Divine Perfectionthe Divine Personthe Divine Planthe Divine Playthe Divine Potionthe Divine Powerthe Divine Powersthe Divine Presencethe Divine Principlethe Divine Protectionthe Divine Puritythe Divine Purposethe Divine Realitythe Divine Relationsthe Divine Responsethe Divine Revealationthe Divine Satchitanandathe Divine Selfthe Divine's Facethe Divine Spiritthe Divine Transcendencethe Divine Trinitythe Divine Truththe Divine Victorythe Divine Voicethe Divine Willthe Divine Wisdomthe Divine Womanthe Divine Wordthe Divine Workthe Divine Workingthe Eternalthe God objectthe God of Computationthe Immanentthe Immutablethe Individualthe Infinitethe Infinite Buildingthe Lightthe Lordthe Object of Knowledgethe Onethe Paththe Path of Devotionthe Selfthe Spiritthe Supremethe Supreme Beingthe Supreme objectthe Transcendentthe Universethe UnknowableThe Yoga of Divine LoveThink of the Divine alone and the Divine will be with you.To see God is to be God. He alone is.VayuViratWhatever you do, always remember the Divine.why God?Yoga
Being Main Page
categories:NamesPersonsBeingsArchetypesProfessionAspectsFormationsEntitiesTitlesmonstersParts of the Being
1.1 - Authors
favorites:Aleister CrowleyJordan PetersonJorge Luis BorgesKen WilberSaint Teresa of AvilaSri AurobindoSri RamakrishnaSri Ramana MaharshiThe Mother
Abdul Qadir GilaniA B PuraniAbraham MaslowAbu l-Husayn al-NuriAbu MadyanAbu-Said Abil-KheirAeschylusAjahn ChahAjahn JayasaroAlan PerlisAlbert BanduraAlbert CamusAlbert EinsteinAldous HuxleyAleister CrowleyAlexander PopeAlfred AdlerAlfred KorzybskiAlfred North WhiteheadAlfred TennysonAlgernon Charles SwinburneAl-GhazaliAlice BaileyAllama Muhammad IqbalAmir KhusrauAnandajoti BhikkhuAnonymousAnthony RobbinsAonghus of the DivinityArchilochusAristotleArthur C ClarkeArthur KoestlerArthur SchopenhauerAustin Osman SpareBaba Sheikh FaridBaha u llahBankeiBarrett Chapman BrownBaruch SpinozaBasavaBeniBenjamin DisraeliBernart de VentadornBertrand RussellBill HicksBlaise PascalBodhidharmaBoduan ZhangBoethiusBokar RinpocheBruce LeeBuddhaBulleh ShahBurton WatsonCarl JungCarl RogersCarl SaganCarol GilliganChamtrul RinpocheCharles BaudelaireCharles DarwinCharles DickensCharles F HaanelCharles Webster LeadbeaterCheng KuanChiao JanChogyal Namkhai Norbu RinpocheChogyam Trungpa RinpocheChokyi Nyima RinpocheChone Lama Lodro GyatsoChong GoChoshu UedaChuang TzuCiceroclassClaudio NaranjoConfuciusC. S. LewisDadu DayalDaisetsu Teitaro SuzukiDai ZhenDante AlighieriDavid HumeDenis DiderotDesiderius ErasmusDilgo Khyentse RinpocheDiogenesDion FortuneDogenDudjom RinpocheDzogchen Ponlop RinpocheDzongsar Jamyang Khyentse RinpocheEdgar Allan PoeEdward YoungEleazar ben KallirEliphas LeviEmanuel SwedenborgEpictetusEratosthenesErich JantschEric S RaymondErik EriksonErik Pema KunsangErnest BeckerErnest HemingwayFarid ud-Din AttarFrancis BaconFrancis ThompsonFrank HerbertFranz BardonFranz KafkaFriedrich NietzscheFriedrich SchillerFukuda Chiyo-niFyodor DostoevskyGabor MateGary GygaxGenpo RoshiGeorg C LichtenbergGeorge Bernard ShawGeorge CarlinGeorge EliotGeorge MacDonaldGeorg Wilhelm Friedrich HegelGeshe Kelsang GyatsoG K ChestertonGorakhnathGottfried Wilhelm LeibnizGudo Wafu NishijimaGuentherGuru NanakGuru RinpocheGyatrul RinpocheHafizHakim SanaiHakuinHakuin EkakuHan FeiziHan-shanHaruki MurakamiHazrat Inayat KhanHeinrich Cornelius AgrippaHemachandraHenri BergsonHenry David ThoreauHenry T. LaurencyHenry Wadsworth LongfellowHeraclitusHermann HesseH G WellsH. G. WellsHippocratesHomerHoraceHoward GardnerH P BlavatskyH P LovecraftHsuan Chueh of Yung ChiaHsuan HuaHuang PoHui-NengHung-chih Cheng-chuehHu-ShihIamblichusIbn ArabiIbn Ata IllahIkkyuImmanuel KantIsaac NewtonIsaac of StellaIshikara RikizanIsrael RegardieItalo CalvinoIzumi ShikibuJabir ibn HayyanJacopone da TodiJakushitsuJalaluddin RumiJames Clerk MaxwellJames George FrazerJames JoyceJames S A CoreyJamgon Kongtrul Lodro ThayeJamgon Mipham RinpocheJaron LanierJayadevaJean BaudrillardJean GebserJean-Paul SartreJean PiagetJetsun MilarepaJiang WuJianzhi SengcanJiddu KrishnamurtiJigdral Yeshe DorjeJigme LingpaJohannes KeplerJohann Wolfgang von GoetheJohn Daido LooriJohn DonneJohn KeatsJohn MiltonJordan PetersonJorge Luis BorgesJoseph CampbellJoshu Sasaki RoshiJ R R TolkienJudah HaleviJulio CortazarJurgen HabermasJusammi ChikakoKabirKahlil GibranKalidasaKalu RinpocheKarma TrinleyKatsuki SekidaKelsang GyatsoKenneth GrantKen WilberKhandro RinpocheKhenchen Palden Sherab RinpocheKhenchen Thrangu RinpocheKhenpo KunpalKhwaja Abdullah AnsariKobayashi IssaKodo SawakiKosho UchiyamaKrishna-Dwaipayana VyasaKuan Han-ChingLallaLao TzuLeonardo da VinciLeo TolstoyLevi Yitzchak of BerditchovLewis CarrollLi BaiLilly WachowskiLiu YimingLivyLongchenpaLongchen RabjampaLord ByronLucretiusLudwig von BertalanffyLudwig WittgensteinLu Tung PinMahatma GandhiMaimonidesM Alan KazlevManly P HallMansur al-HallajMarcus AureliusMarijn HaverbekeMark TwainMarpa LotsawaMarshall McLuhanMartin HeideggerMary ShelleyMasahideMasao AbeMatsuo BashoMechthild of MagdeburgMeister EckhartMenciusMichael EndeMichael MaierMichel de MontaigneMichel MohrMichio KakuMiguel de CervantesMinling Trichen RinpocheMirabaiMiriam L. LeveringMontesquieuMortimer J AdlerMoses de LeonMoziMuso SosekiNachmanidesNaftali BacharachNakamura HajimeNamdevNeil GaimanNichirenNiels BohrNikola TeslaNirodbaranNishida KitaroNolini Kanta GuptaNorbert WienerNovalisNozawa BonchoNukataOmar KhayyamOrson Scott CardOscar WildeOshoOvidPablo NerudaPadmasambhavaParacelsusPatanjaliPatrul RinpochePaul DiracP D OuspenskyPema ChodronPercy Bysshe ShelleyPeter J CarrollPeter SloterdijkPhil HinePhilo of AlexandriaPierre Teilhard de ChardinPindarPipaPlatoPlotinusPo Chu-iPorphyryProclusPublilius SyrusPythagorasRabbi Abraham AbulafiaRabbi Abraham Joshua HeschelRabindranath TagoreRainer Maria RilkeRalph Waldo EmersonRamanandaRamprasadRavidasR Buckminster FullerRed PineRen GunonRichard P FeynmanRobert Anton WilsonRobert BrowningRobert BurnsRoger BaconRudolf SteinerRyuzanSaadiSaigyoSaint Augustine of HippoSaint Benedict of NursiaSaint Bernard of ClairvauxSaint Catherine of SienaSaint Clare of AssisiSaint Dionysius the AreopagiteSaint Francis of AssisiSaint Hildegard von BingenSaint John of the CrossSaint PaulSaint Teresa of AvilaSaint Therese of LisieuxSaint Thomas AquinasSaisei MuroSamael Aun WeorSantoka TanedaSapphoSarahaSarmadSatpremSaul WilliamsSenecaShankaraShih-teShiwuShunryu SuzukiSigmund FreudSimone de BeauvoirSir Roger PenroseSlavoj ZizekSogyal RinpocheSolomon ibn GabirolSophoclesSoren KierkegaardSri AurobindoSri ChinmoySri Nisargadatta MaharajSri RamakrishnaSri Ramana MaharshiStephen CoveyStephen KingSteven HeineSun BuerSurdasSusan SontagSwami KrishnanandaSwami NikhilanandaSwami Sivananda SaraswatiSwami VivekanandaSymeon the New TheologianTaigu RyokanTaisen DeshimaruTakahashiTao ChienTarthang TulkuTenzin PalmoTenzin Wangyal RinpocheTerence McKennaThanissaro BhikkhuThe MotherTheophan the RecluseThich Nhat HanhThomas A KempisThomas CarlyleThomas ClearyThomas JeffersonThomas KeatingThomas MertonThubten YesheTimothy SnyderTom Butler-BowdonT S EliotTsogdruk RinpocheTsoknyi RinpocheTsongkhapaTulku Urgyen RinpocheUrsula K Le GuinValmikiVictor HugoVidyapatiViktor FranklVincent van GoghVirgilVladimir AntonovVoltaireWalt WhitmanWangsong XingxiuWang WeiWang YangmingWang ZhenyiWei Wu WeiWendi Leigh AdamekWerner HeisenbergWilliam BlakeWilliam Butler YeatsWilliam FaulknerWilliam GibsonWilliam JamesWilliam ShakespeareWilliam WordsworthWumen HuikaiXunziYajnavalkyaYameiYangthang RinpocheYannaiYeshe TsogyalYong ZhiYosa BusonYose ben YoseYoshida KenkoYuan MeiYuanwu KeqinYuval Noah HarariZhechen Gyaltsab Padma Gyurmed NamgyalZhuangzi
Place Main Page
categories:Planesthe Worldsthe Bodystructurethe place
favorites:the Gardenthe Infinite Art Gallerythe Infinite BuildingThe Infinite LibraryThe LabyrinthThe Librarythe Templethe Towerthe School
a Place I rather bea treasure-house of miraculous knowledgeAurovillebaseBookstoresbuildingcastleCathedralchatroomCityCity on the PortcommunitiesdomaindungeonElysiumForestgardenGodhavenHeavenHedge MazeHellHillhouseIntegral CentersJapanLaboratoryLabyrinthlairLibraryLighthouseMazeMeditation Centersmentalmy roomnew placeOvermindpalacephysicalplaces (from OWRPG)places I want to goplaces (list)places (notes)places (on earth)planespotential places to liveprovincePyramid of WorksrealmsanctuarysanctumSavitris TowerSchoolspireSri Aurobindos roomTemplethe Abyssthe Astral Templethe Castle in the Skythe Catacombsthe Cemeterythe Central Citythe Circlethe City of the Pyramidsthe City of Towersthe Community Centerthe Crossingthe Crossroadsthe Crossroads (vg)the Dark Forestthe Dark Paththe Entrance to the Dungeonthe Exitthe Floating (place) in the Skythe Futurethe Game (the Worlds)the Gardenthe Help Centerthe Higher Mindthe Infinite Art Gallerythe Infinite Buildingthe Interior CastleThe Intermediate Zonethe Internetthe Laboratorythe Labyrinththe Library (books)the Library of All-Knowledgethe Maze of Nightmaresthe Necromancers Towerthe Palacethe Paththe permanent dwelling-place of Sri Aurobindothe Placethe Place of All-Knowledgethe Place of Incarnationthe Place where everything is already completethe Place where Inspiration comes fromthe Place where knowledge isthe Place where Sri Aurobindo isthe Place where The Mother isthe Place where visions come fromthe Playgroundthe Prisonthe Red Towerthe Refugethe Roomthe Room of Portalsthe Sanctuarythe Studythe Templethe Temple-Citythe Temple of Boundless Lightthe Temple of Knowledgethe Temple of Sagesthe Temple of the Morning Starthe Temple of the Motherthe Temple of Timelessnessthe Towerthe Tower of Babelthe Tower of MEMthe WiredthresholdTimeworld
categories:PowersElementsDifficultiesAttributesCapacitiesSiddhisForcesSkillsFaculties
favorites:AspirationBeautyConcentrationEffortFaithGracePresenceSinceritysurrender
Aspirationassentastral travelBalanceBeautyBraveryCalmcapacitiesCheerfulnessConcentrationConfidenceconsecrationCourageDeterminationDevotionDivine AnandaDivine DelightDivine LightEffortelements in the yogaEnduranceEnthusiasmEqualityFaithFaithfulnessFocusGenerosityGoodnessGraceGratitudeHappinessHeroismhonestyHopeHumilityimaginationinspirationIntegralityIntegrityInteriorizationIntuitionJoyknowledgeLightLoveOfferingOpennessPatiencePeacePerseverancephysicalPresenceProgressPropertyPrudencePurityReceptivityRejectionRenunciationRepentanceSacrificeSamadhiSamataSelf-Confidenceself-controlSelf-GivingSelf-OfferingSelf-SurrendersiddhisSilenceSincerityspaceSraddhaStraightforwardnessStrengthSubstancesurrenderTapasyathe Darknessthe Divine Anandathe Divine Beautythe Divine Compassionthe Divine Contactthe Divine Forcethe Divine Gracethe Divine Helpthe Divine Lovethe Divine Peacethe Divine Powersthe Divine Protectionthe Divine Truththe Divine Willthe Firethe Lightthe OceanTrustTruthfulnessTruthVigilencevisionWillpowerWillWisdom
categories:InjunctionsPracticesMovementsProjectsVerbs
favorites:Lucid DreamingmeditationprojectprogrammingPrayerread Savitristudy
1-2-3 of God3-2-1 Shadow ProcessAQAL analysisAQAL MeditationAspirationBalletclean your roomconfessiond20daily minimum offeringexercisesexperimentsgardeningGuru YogagymnasticsHatha YogaI Chinginjunctions by tierInvocationJapaKarma YogaKendama (gifs)logLovemain practicesmantrameditationmemcardsPrayerprogrammingprojectRaja Yogareadread SavitriSacrificespeed readingthe Tarottraining regimentYoga
categories:SubjectsObjectsThingsConceptsNounsIdeasTopics
favorites:Computer ScienceCyberneticsGame DevIntegral TheoryIntegral YogaKabbalahLanguagePhilosophyPoetryZen
ActingAlchemyArchitectureArtArtifical_IntelligenceBaha_i_FaithBalletBiologyBuddhismChemistryChristianityChristian_MysticismCognitive_ScienceComedyCommunicationComputer_ScienceConstructionCryptocurrencyCyberneticsDanceDivinationEcologyEducationElectronicsEngineeringEnglishFictionFormal_Sciencesgame_designGame_DevGuru_YogaHackingHatha_YogaHealthHinduismHistoryInformaticsInformation_ScienceIntegralIntegral_TheoryIntegral_YogaJewish_MysticismJnana_YogaKabbalahKarma_YogaLanguageLawLibrary_ScienceLinguisticsLoveMartial_ArtsMathMilitaryMusicMysticismMythologyNatural_SciencesNeuroscienceNinjitsuNumerologyOccultismPhilosophyPhysicspoemsPoetryproduct_designPsychologyPsycho_therapyRaja_YogaRoboticsScienceSelf-HelpSikhismSocial_SciencesSociologyStorytellingsubjects_(old)SufismSystems_EngineeringSystems_ScienceTaoismTheologythe_SubjectTibetan_Buddhismworld_buildingYogaZen
Media Main Page
bookscourseschaptersfavoritesgameswebsites
animeArtarticleassessmentaudioaudio filesbigindexbookscantocollectioncomicsdatadatabasesdatatypedialoguesdictionaryencyclopediaentryepisodesexamplefavoritesgamesgifsgroceryimginterviewlinkslistslog otherlyricsmagazinesmangamapmoviesMusicnewsnotesnotes (unsorted)playspodcastpoemspoems (other)profilesproverbspsychometricsquestionnairequestionsquotesrecordsromsscriptureshort essayshort storyspeechesstringssummarysurveytableted talktestthe Wordtorrentstranscriptstv showsvideogameswebsiteswordlist (web)




classes ::: Agenda Vol 07, The Mother, Satprem, Integral Yoga, chapter,
children :::
branches :::
see also :::

bookmarks: Instances - Definitions - Quotes - Chapters - Wordnet - Webgen


object:1966-05-14
book class:Agenda Vol 07
author class:The Mother
author class:Satprem
subject class:Integral Yoga
class:chapter


1966 Sat 14 May
May 14, 1966

I have queer eyes. They have become peculiar.

This eye [the left] sees extremely clearlyextremely clearlyalmost more clearly than before, but in the entire corner here, in the very corner, there is a sort of little fog, very, very small like a needle pointno, a pinhead. So that I cant read with it. With this one [the right] I can read, theres nothing, but its dimmed: there isnt half the clarity of the other. But the left is fantastically clear! Very well. So I am accustomed to reading with a magnifying glass [with the right eye], and it has become that way; but when I look at a photograph with a magnifying glass, the photo starts having three dimensions (gesture as if the photo were surging forward), so that I see the person not in colors but alive, the picture is alive. It has three dimensions and the person moves. So I look at the photo with my magnifying glassand I see the person moving!

With the left eye, oh, it has extraordinary precision, but I cant read because (and still I could read, its an idea, just an impression), there is a sort of very, very small cloud in the corner, here. Theres nothing (laughing), I have no cataract! There was a time when it was fairly widespread in that corner, and I showed it (long ago, two years ago), I showed it to the doctor, who told me it was inside: its not on the surface of the eye, its inside. He told me, It wont go. I told him, Ah, wont it!in six months it was gone, completely gone. It came back just a littleit has come back, but it will go!

But these are queer things, as if someone were having fun doing experiments with my eyes.

I see in a strange wayvery strange.

And the magnifying glass is beginning to be useless.

(silence)

But everything, absolutely everything is becoming strange. As if there were two, three, four realities (superimposed gesture) or appearances, I dont know (but they are rather realities), one behind another or one within another, like that, and in the space of a few minutes it changes (gesture as if one reality were surging forward to overtake and replace another), as though one world were just there, inside, and emerged all of a sudden. When I have peace and quiet, there is a slight not a movement, I dont know what it is: it might rather feel like pulsations, and depending on the case, there are different experiences. For instance, customary things take a usual amount of time when nothing abnormal happens, and then you have an exact sense of the time they take. So then, I am given the following experience, of the same thing done in the same way, accomplished a first time in its normal duration, and another time, when I am in another state, that is, when the consciousness seems to be placed elsewhere, the thing seems to be done in a second!Exactly the same thing: habitual gestures, things you do absolutely every day, quite ordinary things. Then, another time (and its not that I try to have it, I dont try at all: I am PUT in that state), another time I am put in another state (to me, it doesnt make much difference, they are like very small differences in the concentration), and in that state, the same thing, oh, takes a long, long time, an endless time to get done! Just to fold a towel, for instance (I am not the one who does it), someone folds a towel or someone puts a bottle away, wholly material and absolutely simple things devoid of any psychological value; someone folds a towel thats on the floor (I am giving that example): there is a normal time, which I perceive internally after a study; its the normal time, when everything is normal, that is, usual; then, I am in a certain concentration and without my even having the time to notice it, its done! I am in another state of concentration, with absolutely minimal differences as far as the concentration is concerned, and its endless! You feel it takes half an hour to get done.

If it occurred just once, youd say, Never mind, but it takes place with persistence and regularity, as when someone is trying to teach you something. A sort of insistence and regular repetition as if someone wanted to teach me something.

Also, I spend a part of my nights in a certain state of consciousness (generally, more often than not, almost every night its with Sri Aurobindo). But its not just like that, its not by chance or as if out of habit, thats not it: its a teaching, and things are presented in one way or another as if to make me understand something. But (laughing) I am extremely stupid! Because the mind doesnt work, so I dont understand anything I just note the fact. I note and note and note, but I dont draw any conclusions, so I am shown the thing yet again. And it follows, yes, it follows a sort of curve of experience. In fact, I might say its a repeated demonstration given to someone stupid like me to show me the difference in consciousness between being in this body and being without a body.

It seems to me to be that.

But then, down to the last details and with persistenceyou know, like when you have to teach something to an animal or to a very small child (!), thats how it is, by repetition.

The other day, for example, the day before yesterday (not last night, but the night before), I was with Sri Aurobindo, and Sri Aurobindo had taken on the appearance of the photograph of him in which he is young, with long hair: that full-face photograph in which he has a fair complexion and very dark hair. He was like tha the WAS like that, it wasnt a picture: he WAS like that. And we were looking at certain things, talking about certain things (we dont talk much, but anyway), looking at some thingswhen I suddenly see his face all tormented like this (gesture as if the face had shrunk). He usually always has a very calm and very smiling, quiet face; but all of a sudden, it was quite tormented, and then he abruptly sat back on that sort of seat, a sort of couch. So I looked at him, and he told me, Oh, how they are distorting things. Look at this fellow, how they are distorting things. Almost immediately afterwards, it was time and I woke up, I got up. And I said to myself, I thought one wasnt tormented in that state! Then I heard today that A., who was here and left to be a political activist there [in Bengal], is speaking in Sri Aurobindos name, mon petit! And he issues political declarations. Thats what I had seen. It wasnt that Sri Aurobindo was annoyed: the image of his face was the image of what the others were doing!1 (Mother laughs) How can I explain it? Its very strange, you know. It was the image of what those people did with his teaching, it wasnt the expression of his own feeling. You know, what goes on here, what we describe, is so blunt, devoid of fineness, crude, like a rough-hewn statue: its rough, crude, exaggerated; and its distorted by the sense of separation given by the ego. While there, I dont know how to explain, there, all is one, there is one single thing taking on all sorts of forms like that (Mother turns her two hands together, one wrapped inside the other) in order to express something, but not with one center that feels and another center that sees and another center that understands; its not like that, its (same gesture), its all ONE substance with inexpressible suppleness, which adapts itself to all the movements of all that happens, which expresses all that happens, without separation. So then, it leaves me in a state that goes on for hours in the morning, in which I am in this world [here], yet without being in it. Because I dont feel things the way the world feels them. Its a very strange phenomenon.

Yesterday, I remained like that the whole morning, in a very strange state, and the state seemed to want me to remember, to have the memory, and it left me only when I said (I said, I dont know, I didnt say it to anyone, I just said) that I would tell you about it today. Then I was allowed to resume contact with everyday life.

There is something like the influence of a mentor, someone who knows, or a consciousness that knows and teaches me things; yet I dont see anyone, I dont feel anyone, but thats how it is. Its very, very strange.

Ah, lets take up Savitri.

Do you want to tell me something? (Laughing) I seem to have put you in a complete daze!

No, you say you dont draw conclusions, but I try to!

Oh, conclusions, I dont know.

In short, its the consciousness of Eternity learning to enter into Time, into Matter?

Yes, thats an idea, maybe thats it!

Surely well see one day, well understand.
***

(Mother reads a few lines in which Death derides all human beliefs, concepts, philosophies, inventions.)

And sciences omnipotent in vain
By which men learn of what the suns are made,
Transform all forms to serve their outward needs,
Ride through the sky and sail beneath the sea,
But learn not what they are or why they came.

(X.IV.644)

Its really charming!

I like this:

Ride through the sky and sail beneath the sea,
But learn not what they are or why they came

Hes a monument of pessimism.

But its true, thats the trouble, its true! Only, something is missing: what she is going to say. Or does she say nothing?

Certainly, she is going to answer.

But she doesnt shut him up. Its difficult.

But thats because its He!2

The other day I had an extraordinary experience, in which all the pessimistic arguments, all the negations and denials came from all sides, represented by everybody. And then, those who believed in the presence of a God or something something more powerful than they and ruling the worldwere in a fury, a dreadful revolt: But I want none of him! But he spoils all our life, he It was a dreadful revolt, from every side, a truckload of abuse for the Divine with such force of asuric reaction from every side. So I sat there (as if Mother sat in the middle of the mle), watching: What can be done? You know, it was impossible to answer, impossible, there wasnt one argument, not one idea, not one theory, not one belief, nothing, nothing whatsoever that could answer it. For the space of a second, the impression was: its hopeless. Then, all of a sudden all of a sudden Its indescribable (gesture of absolute abandon). There was that violence of revolt against things as they are, and, mixed with it, there was: Let this world disappear, let nothing remain, let it not exist! All that, which at bottom is a revolt, all that nihilist revolt: let nothing remain, let everything cease to exist. It reached a height of tension, and just at the height of tension, when you felt there was no solution, suddenly surrender. But something stronger than surrenderit wasnt abdication, it wasnt self-giving, it wasnt acceptance, it was something much more radical, and at the same time much sweeter. I cant say what it was. It had the joy and flavor of giving, but with such a sense of plenitude! Like a dazzling flash, you know, suddenly like that: the very essence of surrender, the True Thing.

It was it was so powerful and marvelous, such sublime joy that the body started quivering for a second. Afterwards it was gone.

And after that, after that experience, all of it, all the revolt, all the negation, all of it was as if swept away.

If one could keep that, that experience, keep it constantlyits there, its always there; its there, of course, but I have to stop in order to feel it. I have to stopstop speaking, moving, actingin order to feel it in its plenitude. But if it were here, ACTIVE it would be All-Powerfulness. It means becoming That instantaneously.

There were two days recently (since I saw you last time), two days especially Thursday, the day the peacock3 was there. The peacock crowed victory the whole day (I saw it in the evening, it came and saw me on the terrace, it was so sweet!). Two very, very difficult days. After that, a sort of solidly established feeling that nothing is impossiblenothing is impossible (Mother points to Matter). What thought has long known, what the heart has long known, what the whole inner being has long known, now the body too knows: nothing, nothing whatever is impossible, everything is possible. Here inside, here inside, in this (Mother strikes her body), everything is possible.

All the impossibilities created by material life have disappeared.

One must have the strength the strength to carry it in oneself always.

Let us recall that vision of Mother's in which she saw Sri Aurobindo with a truss (!), and the truss was all the cuts the Ashram's editors were making in his works.

Satprem means that Death is a mask of "Him," of the Supreme.

A disciple's peacock had escaped and spent the whole day in the tree above the Samadhi and on the Ashram's terraces. (The peacock is the symbol of victory.)

***


questions, comments, suggestions/feedback, take-down requests, contribute, etc
contact me @ integralyogin@gmail.com or
join the integral discord server (chatrooms)
if the page you visited was empty, it may be noted and I will try to fill it out. cheers



now begins generated list of local instances, definitions, quotes, instances in chapters, wordnet info if available and instances among weblinks

OBJECT INSTANCES [0] - TOPICS - AUTHORS - BOOKS - CHAPTERS - CLASSES - SEE ALSO - SIMILAR TITLES

TOPICS
SEE ALSO


AUTH

BOOKS

IN CHAPTERS TITLE
1966-05-14

IN CHAPTERS CLASSNAME

IN CHAPTERS TEXT
1966-05-14

PRIMARY CLASS

chapter
SIMILAR TITLES

DEFINITIONS



QUOTES [0 / 0 - 0 / 0]


KEYS (10k)


NEW FULL DB (2.4M)


*** NEWFULLDB 2.4M ***


IN CHAPTERS [0/0]









WORDNET


































IN WEBGEN [10000/32]

Wikipedia - Amitayurdhyana Sutra -- Sutra in Mahayana Buddhism
Wikipedia - Ayodhyanagar -- Former Village Development Committee in Nepal
Wikipedia - Bidhyanath Pokhrel -- Nepalese poet and politician
Wikipedia - Dhyanabindu Upanishad
Wikipedia - Dhyana Buddha statue -- Buddha statue in Amaravathi, India
Wikipedia - Dhyana in Buddhism
Wikipedia - Dhyana in Hinduism (Self-knowledge)
Wikipedia - Dhyana in Hinduism
Wikipedia - Dhyana in Buddhism {{DISPLAYTITLE:''Dhyana'' in Buddhism -- Dhyana in Buddhism {{DISPLAYTITLE:''Dhyana'' in Buddhism
Wikipedia - Jewish Buddhist -- Person with a Jewish background who practices a form of Dhyanam Buddhist-linked meditation, yoga, chanting or spirituality
Wikipedia - Satyadhyana Tirtha -- Hindu guru
Wikipedia - Siva Vaidhyanathan -- American academic
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/15707637-dhyana
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/21524626-dhyanamalika
https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/139658.Siva_Vaidhyanathan
Goodreads author - Siva_Vaidhyanathan
https://religion.wikia.org/wiki/Dhyanashrama_c/o_Mount_St._Joseph
Dharmapedia - Dhyana_in_Hinduism
Dharmapedia - Jangama_dhyana
Psychology Wiki - Dhyana
Metalstorm The Destruction Of Jared Syn(1983) - It's the science fiction battle of the ages with giant cyclopes and intergalactic magicians in this futuristic adventure set on the desert planet of Lemuria. A miner and his daughter Dhyana (Kelly Preston) fall prey to the evil dictator Jader-Syn's reign of terror. Dogen, (Jeffrey Byron) the brave p...
Amitayurdhyana Sutra
Bidhyanath Pokhrel
Dhyana Buddha statue
Gita Dhyanam
Jangama dhyana
Satyadhyana Tirtha
Savita Vaidhyanathan
Siva Vaidhyanathan
Udhyanapalakan
Vidhyanagar, Kapilvastu
Vidhyanagar, Siraha


change font "color":
change "background-color":
change "font-family":
change "padding":
change "table font size":
last updated: 2022-02-08 06:25:14
220923 site hits