object:1964_02_05 - 98
book class:On Thoughts And Aphorisms
author class:The Mother
subject class:Integral Yoga
class:chapter
1964 Wed 5 February
Aphorism - 98
98Revelation is the direct sight, the direct hearing or the inspired memory of Truth, di, ruti, smti; it is the highest experience and always accessible to renewed experience. Not because God spoke it, but because the soul saw it, is the word of the Scriptures our supreme authority.
I assume that this is an answer to the Biblical belief in the Commandments of God received by Moses, supposedly uttered by the Lord Himself and heard by Mosesit is an indirect way of saying (Mother laughs) that this is not possible.
Our supreme authority because the soul saw it but it can only be a supreme authority for the soul that saw it, not for every soul. For the soul that had this experience and saw, it is the supreme authority, but not for the others.
This was one of the things which used to make me think when I was a small child: these ten Commandments, which are besides extraordinarily commonplace. Love thy father and thy mother. Do not kill. It is revoltingly commonplace. And Moses went up Mount Sinai to hear that!
Now, I do not know whether Sri Aurobindo was thinking of the Indian Scriptures. There were also Chinese Scriptures.
(Silence)
More and more my experience is that revelationit does comerevelation may be universally applicable, but it is always personal in form, always personal.
It is as if one had an angle of vision of the Truth. It is necessarily, necessarily an angle, from the very moment it is put into words.
You have a wordless, thoughtless experience of a kind of vibration which gives you a feeling of absolute truth and then, if you remain very still, without seeking to know anything, after some time it is as if the vibration were passing through a filter and it is translated as a kind of idea. Then this ideait is still rather hazy, that is, very generalif you continue to keep very still, attentive and silent, this idea passes through another filter, and then a kind of condensation occurs, like drops, and it turns into words.
But then, when you have had the experience very sincerely that is, when you are not fooling yourselfit is necessarily only one point, one way of saying the thing, thats all. And it cannot be more than that. Besides, it is very easy to observe that when you are in the habit of using a particular language, it comes in that language; for me it always comes either in English or in French, it does not come in Chinese or in Japanese! The words are inevitably English or French; and sometimes there is a Sanskrit word but that is because, physically, I learnt Sanskrit. I have occasionally heardnot physicallySanskrit pronounced by another being; but it does not crystallise, it remains nebulous; and when I come back to an entirely material consciousness, I remember a vague sound, not a precise word. Therefore, it is always an individual angle from the very moment it is formulated.
You must have a kind of very austere sincerity. You are seized with enthusiasm, because the experience brings an extraordinary power: the Power is there it is there, before the words, and it diminishes with the words but the Power is there and with this Power you feel very universal, you have the feeling: It is a universal revelationyes, it is a universal revelation, but when you put it into words, it is no longer universal; then it is relevant only for minds that are built to understand this way of speaking. The Force is behind, but you have to go beyond the words.
(Silence)
Things of this sort come to me more and more often and I jot them down on a piece of paper. It is always the same process, always. First of all, a kind of explosion, an explosion of truth-powerit is like a great, white fireworks display (Mother smiles), much more than a fireworks display! And it spins round and round (gesture above the head), it churns and churns; then there is the impression of an idea but the idea is lower, it is like a covering; the idea contains its own sensation, it also brings a sensation thesensation was there before, but without the idea, and so the sensation could not be defined. There is only one thing, it is always an explosion of luminous Power. And then, afterwards, if you look at it and remain very quiet the head, especially, should keep quieteverything becomes silent (motionless, upward gesture), then suddenly someone speaks inside the headsomeone speaks. It is this explosion speaking. Then I take a pencil and paper and I write. But between what speaks and what writes there is still a little space to be crossed, so that when it is written down something up there is not satisfied. So I remain quiet a little longerNo, not that word, this one sometimes it takes two days to become quite final. But those who are satisfied with the power of the experience make short work of this, and send out into the world sensational revelations that are distortions of the Truth.
You must be very steady, very quiet, very criticalespecially very quiet, silent, silent, silent, without trying to seize hold of the experienceOh! What is it, what is it?that spoils everything. But watchwatch very closely. In the words there is something left, something that remains of the original vibrationso little! But there is something, something that makes you smile, that is pleasant, like a sparkling wine, and here (Mother indicates a word or a passage in an imaginary note), here it is dull. Then you look with your knowledge of the language, or with your sense of word-rhythm: Look, theres a pebble. You must remove the pebble; and then you wait and suddenly it comes, plop! it falls into place: the right word. If you are patient, after a day or two, it becomes absolutely accurate.
5 February 1964
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Aphorism - 97
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