My year is off to a dreadful start. And I am afraid it may go on like that.
Some new difficulties?
No, its just that everybody wants to see me!
They tire methey wear me out.
While I would need Oh, at times I withdraw from action altogetherby action, I mean talking and above all receiving swarms of vibrations terrible, terrible vibrations!
I feel the work is going fairly fast inside, there are some interesting things (what shall I say?) like promises. But the [bodys] sensitivity and the possibility of imbalance have heightened, in the sense that a mere trifle, which in other circumstances would have been totally unimportant and would have just gone by smoothly, throws the body off balance the body has grown terribly sensitive. For example, a wrong reaction in someone, a tension or some reaction of a quite ordinary order, causes a sudden weariness in my body, as if it were exhausted. Then I have to collect myself and plunge back into the Source so that
These are difficult days.
Theres also that awful habit people have, you know, that democratic spirit: if I do something for one, why shouldnt I do it for another? They would readily accept that I was ill and unable to see anyone (!), theyd say, Poor Mother, we should be really nice to her and leave her alone; but that I am a force and dont give this person what I give that one and that other one, that they wont accept! Egalitarianism is in vogue nowadays; hierarchy, or even simply dealing with each case differently thats all outmoded.
Anyway, I dont want to start explaining all this, I will do it some other time.
But we have a few tough days ahead to get through.
You shouldnt let yourself be swamped.
No.
I dont LET them, but
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